Lay down and close my eyes and still feel like they're open, like I'm seeing. I waited a few hours and tried again, at this point I'm extremely tired I just wanna sleep. started forming into what looked to be the same damn room again so I was like well shit, and just got back up at that point and watched naruto. Anyways I layed back down after I slowed my breathing or whatever, and closed my eyes and I could see, I don't know how to describe it, and the darkness that's supposed to be there, the nothingness. I was like nah, so I sat up, oh and btw when I first woke up my heart was beating suppppeerrr fast like I could sort of hear the thump of it in my eardrum. I layed back down, closed my eyes and the fuckin room was there. I looked around like ok this is my room, so wtf. But I could feel my body laying on my bed, so I concentrated hard enough and opened my actual eyes. And I opened my eyes and I was still in the same damn room. I was in some sort of room but I was like, this isn't my room. Yo this shit happened to me too last night. It’s literally like I’m watching HD black and white footage of someone or something. This is extremely clear, detailed people and places. This isn’t geometric shapes or colours or kaleidoscope stuff. I should clarify that during my own research on this matter I have learned about phosphenes and other phenomena. Any idea what is happening here? What has spurred this on? I’m reaching out to other sorts of people with different perspectives. I’m just relaxed, lying down like I always have done. I have not changed my lifestyle recently. She assigned it to an over active brain, said to relax (even though I told her this isn’t stress related) and that was that. She basically said she isn’t sure what medically is happening here, everything is good. I had done recent blood tests for another issue so she could refer to my bloods. Recently I spoke to my doctor about this. It doesn’t happen every night, I’d say it happens every second night. To clarify: this isn’t dreaming, I am VERY much awake and conscious when this happens. But i can never ascertain exactly what the message is. Sometimes I see faces and people and I am overwhelmed with a feeling that they’re trying to communicate to me. The strangest thing about these hallucinations is that I get a really strong sense of something trying to convey meaning to me. The appear for a few moments at a time, then fade away. These people and rooms are not familiar to me, but they are extremely clear and detailed. The images are all sorts of things: faces. Skeptical, don’t believe in ghosts or spiritsįor the last 4 months when i close my eyes at night I have been experiencing extremely vivid images.
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